To live in fear

We live every day, keeping quiet

We keep our little dogs inside

Out of fear that the neighbor will find some reason to call the police to try and get us in trouble

Our dogs poop and pee on our floor while were gone

But we can’t leave them outside

Our neighbors have made it clear that they want our property

They want us to default on our land contract

So they can buy it

They think they can make us so miserable that we will give up and move

I have come so far spiritually

But lately I’ve started hating again

I thought I was past that

I want to be at one with nature

And hate distracts from that

I have gotten so I get a sick feeling in my stomach whenever I see her out in the yard

She has made our lives miserable

But she will never get our land

Even if she does what she threatened to do and kill our animals

Our little nibbles is pregnant

And she has no idea the danger that she would be

in if she were to get out of the fence and venture into their property

every day that I come home

I just know in my heart that she has been killed

Or the police will be here on another bogus complaint

I can truly say that I hate my neighbor

And I hope some horrible painful illness takes her life

So we can be free from the tyranny of the controlling bitch