I quit my job yesterday

I did it to open my own business

tonight as I sit on the couch alone

I question my decision

all it took was for the car to break down

silly huh?

We have 8 vehicles and the only one that runs now is the motorcycle

we will be fine

but I have to ask myself

if I am living in a fantasy word

I will find a way for Mandy to get back and forth to work

until then I will get her there on the motorcycle

I keep asking myself

did I wait too long

did the time window close?

Was my future changed because I was scared to do

what I believed was the right thing?

Now I sit on the couch

alone

thinking I made a mistake

all it will take is for me to get a vehicle for Mandy to drive

and get the store open before my confidence is renewed

To be honest

all I really have to do is go down to the shop

and I will be revitalized

my faith will be restored

but tonight

there is fear