Killing Me Softly

As I look back at my blogs

Trying to find out when I started this diet

I have a headache

And I truly feel like I need to eat something different today.

I think it has been at least 2 weeks

Since I have had a vegetable or a carbohydrate of any sort

With the exception of course

Of the trace carbs in cheese

I feel the toll it has taken on me today

But I an so afraid of eating anything that will cause me to get the cravings back

Being on a no carb diet means not being hungry

Not really craving anything

Unless you look at it in the store.

I really want a salad

Which would be ok

But I am thinking of going for a walk and finding some nettles or kudzu

The dark green vegetables

Are usually full of vitamin A

And they make me feel better afterward

It just feels like cheating

And one step leads to another.

I have to get this weight off

Or die trying

Because if I die from a diet

At least I would have had an active role in my death

Instead of dying

Because I was junk foods fat lazy bitch.