Why do I deserve Mandy

I am 12 years older than her

she still believes in happiness

am I taking things away from her

all I want is to give her the world

and it seems that with the bipolar disorder

I seem to take from her

She and Adam and Ashli are reason enough

to stand tall

and give my all to the family

she bases her emotion

on my emotion

I ant to be strong

and most times I am

but there are times when I want to cry

what kind of man am I

I need to stand up

get strong

and bring my family into the land of the haves

I will get ou=r business going

I will become the man that I believe that I can be'

Mandy has been told over and over

by people that she couldn't rely on

that things are going to be great

but her last man

was delusional

he actually believed that he had god stand in front of him

and tell him

that he was important

regardless of that

she deserves to be special

and whats more

adam and

ashli

need a jump start

they need to step up

and move away from the trailer trash that

I come from

they need a jump start

they need to get ahead

and
I need to give it to them

I need to be the mn that nobody else could be for them

I need to stand up

get our business going]

and bring our family into the here and now

we will become a strong family

we will live in a clean house

we will give the children the incentive to want to go to college

we will win.

I will be the man that my family needs