(I wrote this some time ago when I was single, as I recall there was a woman that wasn't interested in me because I wasn't a bad ass. I wrote this "rant" and I think I put it online but I'm not sure, anyway its worth reading if you have any interest in who the real Doug is.)


Kind of silly really. Basically it is me trying to explain that I don't have to brag to be a bad ass by bragging about being a bad ass. Either read it or don't  it isn't a very important piece.

I am

Back the phuck off

Because

I am

 

I came from a world that you would never have survived

Sure I bare my soul on here

Does that make me weak

Do you want tough

Do you need a man that is a bad a$$

Well babe you aint seen nothin

 

I could stick a blade in some bad ass’s gut and watch him die

Without ever feeling a thing

Maybe I have

But that doesn’t matter

I don’t need to tell you

I don’t need to brag about sh!t like that

My time of being a bad a$$ is over

 

So think down on me if you want

Think that I’m not a man

Chose another guy that looks tougher

Because if he’s telling you how bad a$$ he is

He’s only frontin

 

I am

That’s all you need to hear

I am

I will go to the end of the earth for my lady

I’ll Kill for my family if need be

Without ever thinking twice

But I’ll get on the floor and play with a five year old too

I’ll do silly things and make them laugh

I’ll spend my time being silly

And I’ll treat a lady like a lady

Because I’ve been to the bad places

And I’ve done the bad things

And I rose above it

And became a man

 

Don’t judge me and say I am weak

But if you’re looking for someone to stand beside you

Someone to protect you when the sh!t hits the fan

Then I am the choice

The one you need to chose

 

 

But if you need frontin

Then take your big talking wannabe

 

I handle my own

Because

I am

And that’s all you need to know.

 

A true bad a$$

Won’t tell you he’s a bad a$$

And tell you over and over how tough he is

He just does what he has to

And picks up the pieces when it’s over

And goes on

No matter what.

A true bad ass turns off the feelings

When he’s in the sh!t

But don’t believe him when he tells you

that it never comes back

and that he has no regrets

hurting someone is hard

and it leaves scars

not only on the victim

but on the attacker as well

 

So when you look at me

And I hold a door for people

And I show respect to women

And I do what’s right

When you see me being silly with the children

It isn’t because I’m a pu$$y

Its because I’m a man

And I don’t have to prove anything to anybody anymore.

 

Think what you will

Because

I am

And I don’t need to show everybody