I’m Sorry

I say this under my breath

At least a thousand times a day

I do my best to be a good person

I try and do the right thing

Everything that I do

Is thought through

Except on the rarest occasions

So I don’t hurt anyone

Last night I woke myself up saying it

It occurred to me

That I have no idea why I’m saying it

I don’t know what I’ve done

I have a few theories on what it could be

But for the most part

I think that it is just a low self esteem issue

I’ve asked for help

To understand what I’m sorry about

It got so bad last night

That I begged for it all to be taken away

It was too much

The guilt

It was overwhelming

It is overwhelming

It’s never ending

I’m Sorry