To look at a problem from the same perspective day in and day out doesn't give you much of a chance of fixing the problem.

You can spend a hundred hours a week looking at that problem. Without a different perspective or even a different angle you'll never see it any differently than you see it now.

understanding that, I have been trying to see things differently. My procrastination has caused us to get behind in several areas. It has helped me to gain weight and my health has deteriorated.

Now it is less of a procrastination issue and more of a breathing issue. I get out of breath so quickly.

I have to change this or I won't be around much longer.

I have an advantage in my effort to get moving. Nothing that I used to take comfort in comforts me.

I used to basically fall in to a movie. Watching a movie consumed me. I no longer have that ability. I just can't get in to them anymore.

Another advantage that I have is that I used to really enjoy drinking alcohol. It would take everything away. It doesn’t do that anymore. I don’t drink as often as I used to because it really doesn’t do anything for me. I still use it as a tool sometimes, well I try to anyway but it doesn’t work so I find that I’m doing it less and less.  Even when I do drink now I seldom drink enough to become intoxicated.

None of my old comfort activities, except for eating, does anything for me anymore.

It’s time to begin the evolution

I don’t really know where to begin

but I think that it will involve being outside a lot more.