Rational mind - Irrational Fear

It never fails. I had a great day, very positive and productive but when the night comes I get a crazy butterfly feeling in my chest.

It’s like I'm anticipating something horrible coming.

I feel like I'm in front of a thousand people ready to make a speech

or its kind of like wading through a river that you know has alligators in it.

I seriously want to get the gun, turn the lights off and stand guard.

I feel like a child that's afraid of the dark, except that I'm not afraid of the dark. I could go outside in to the woods without a light and feel fine. I actually prefer to sit in the dark on nights like this so I can't be seen. I feel like something is hunting me.

(For the record I'm not getting the gun.

 I know there isn't anything to worry about.

It is just an irrational fear.)